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Day 1
Lady's and Gentelman's its time to say Good bye and have a goo.... Fly thru my had. Then just darkness. Darkness and echoing voice of our head nurse finding way thru the hall. I quickly stud up and rushed to my place in the line. Moment of waiting to show our belongings in pockets. Bandage, pies of bread and hairband. That's everything we can have. Not even cheap chopsticks, that i got on my last trip into China. They sad that I could try to kill myself or even try to open protective lock on windows.
When we finally got to our new room, we found cold empty space packed with metal beds mounted to the floor. The opposite of your nice well lite bedroom in yours mother house. On the floor was mouldy carpet full of dust by years of use. On the windows was mounted rusty bars with old lock.
Nurses seat us apart, one per bed. Then they let us drink something bitter and then lights off. Go sleep they sad and locked the door. I wanted to cry my eyes out. It is scary how little is needed for someone to end on place like this. Being surrounded by people that you don't know and with only one think to think about. How to get out.
I waited a moment to be sure that silly nurses will not show up again. Then I tried to stand up and wake up girl sleeping next bed to mine. I shook with her for like five minutes. Then she finally woke up. She looked at me with scare in eyes. I showed her to be silent. It was obvious that she didn't trusted my. But I just rely needed to know everything about this place.
I tried to spoke with her, but she just looked at me, without any world. And then she just lay down back to her bed. I quickly pushed my hand to stop her. She did just block my and lay on other side to show my her back. I tried that on girl sleeping next to her and one more. But every time with the same result. I lost my hope and want back to my bed to cry myself to sleep.
Night 1
I love air acrobatics, it is my dream from when I was a little child. My parents let my to climb on trees and I love to hang head down. To my 10th birthday I got special air-acrobatics scar that hangs from sealing. My parents think that I will in middle of well paid medical job and taking care of family spend some time hanging in space. It was a scary for them to found out that their only daughter fall in love with lovely guy same age ass her. It was a hot summer and I with my cousin in law on a walk in city. We just found out that famous cirkus is having a show here. We was looking to spend great time with funny monkeys, big elephants, acrobats and bearded woman. I remember that he was selling pop-corn with caramel on a corner near the manage. We headed to the manege.
Right after entering manege we was welcomed by yang lady, that showed us our seats. The show was magnificent. At the end principal had a speech. He sed that if we want we can go to the backside to look at the stage and talk to artists. I was exited, it'll be great, I thinked. I run straight to the dark alleys behind manege. Firstly I was scared, alley was dark in late afternoon. Secondly I steped in something, that I don't want to know about. I was trying to finde a way to clean myslef, I can not show myself to my parents like this. After some time of not finding anything I just continued and hope to lost the stink on the way.
Between maringot and main manege I lost my balance and fell inside pen full of chicken. It was becase of my daydriming and one stupid stake. In my inside I just cudn't handle this and started crying. Not even I stinked, but right now I was cover in it too.
"What we have here? Someone trying to interpret famous art made by Bozena Nemcova?" I heard from roof of maringot. I froze, I was scared witch of the city boys will look at me and make fun of me. I was scared about bulying I'll get from this in my school.
I was surprised when I sow casual nice yung boy. He had a torn shirt and pached up trousers.